Things are headed as usual...somethings good, some not so good ( but you still live with them!!), certain things confusing, some that you wish you could complete.Too many things on mind!
JANUARY 2009:
Life was awesome...It was a long weekend thanks to Republic day :-)...(We Indians..ony long for holidays...be it whatever!!!)..7 of us decided to pack our bags and go to Shirdi...5 of us were goin for the first time...And I was going alone with friends for the first time...Dunno my parents din't make a huge fuss and allowed me....Had an amazing time at all moments of the trip be it the journey, the temple queue...Standing in the queue for more than 2.5 hours...I completed all what I had to converse with God in the queue itself....Slight uncomfortable things did crop up post trip and I was the centre of all of those...but P & K did manage to pull me out of it...Thanks :-)
I hope all of us remain as we are ...close buddies..and don't get lost in life as we move on...they are my support group....
Had been to JW Marriott for a seminar with colleagues....Later in the evening we just walked over to PVR to see the crap... Chandni Chowk to China with K & VK...We hardly saw the movie...busy gossiping about all things on earth...had fun!!
Sometimes when I am enjoying so much, I start having pangs in my stomach, that these moments are so special and they will end once you move on in life and we will be just left with memories...
Cut to April 2009:
My pangs were for real..small and big misunderstandings have resulted in rifts between all of us!...I think I went wrong in trusting people. Read a good line "Perfect definition of trust: Trusting a person is giving someone the authority to destroy you completely with the utmost confidence that they won't."
With all this I learnt 2 things to be precise: One, I fail to understand people and second, I should reduce my dependencies on friends for all things - big and small. I really hate situations that cause so much mess in life. I thought the friends that I have are for the world to be jealous of..Why do I go wrong in all decisions?
Life was awesome...It was a long weekend thanks to Republic day :-)...(We Indians..ony long for holidays...be it whatever!!!)..7 of us decided to pack our bags and go to Shirdi...5 of us were goin for the first time...And I was going alone with friends for the first time...Dunno my parents din't make a huge fuss and allowed me....Had an amazing time at all moments of the trip be it the journey, the temple queue...Standing in the queue for more than 2.5 hours...I completed all what I had to converse with God in the queue itself....Slight uncomfortable things did crop up post trip and I was the centre of all of those...but P & K did manage to pull me out of it...Thanks :-)
I hope all of us remain as we are ...close buddies..and don't get lost in life as we move on...they are my support group....
Had been to JW Marriott for a seminar with colleagues....Later in the evening we just walked over to PVR to see the crap... Chandni Chowk to China with K & VK...We hardly saw the movie...busy gossiping about all things on earth...had fun!!
Sometimes when I am enjoying so much, I start having pangs in my stomach, that these moments are so special and they will end once you move on in life and we will be just left with memories...
Cut to April 2009:
My pangs were for real..small and big misunderstandings have resulted in rifts between all of us!...I think I went wrong in trusting people. Read a good line "Perfect definition of trust: Trusting a person is giving someone the authority to destroy you completely with the utmost confidence that they won't."
With all this I learnt 2 things to be precise: One, I fail to understand people and second, I should reduce my dependencies on friends for all things - big and small. I really hate situations that cause so much mess in life. I thought the friends that I have are for the world to be jealous of..Why do I go wrong in all decisions?
I will soon forget about all this..but some real close friends have annoyed me a bit!!! Life moves on but...
"If you are thinking about devoting "some" part of your life to solve it, forget about it. You are just gonna waste one."
